I have been vlogging daily for the last few weeks on YouTube in hopes to understand myself and why weight loss this time around is so rough for me. And I can't say its the weight loss that's rough - its finding the motivation to move towards weight loss that is the challenge.
My journey from two years ago is gone. I keep holding onto the statement 'I lost 70 pounds 2 years ago' - well, Cris... I've also gained that weight back. Granted, I still have 10 pounds to go, but I have gained 60 pounds back. So what is the point of reminding myself that I was so much lighter 2 years ago other than to torture my current self and a reminder that I do know how to do it.
